I dont know how to name this post
Monday, 27 April 2015 ? 1 Tukang Komen
Assalamualaikum
Do you really know what is the feeling when falling in love with someone you know that you can't have them? Its really hurt . But what is most hurting you is when you can't tell them that you really love them. Okay , just imagine what is the feeling when someone you love tell you that they have someone more special than you in their life. Is it hurt? Then , you decided to forget them and move on but they didn't want to leave you . Is it more hurt ? That you must to face them everyday and hurting yourself? So , now you decided to friendzone yourself from them .Okay , what is friendzone? Friendzone is when one of friend having feeling to the other one but the other doesn't have the same feeling . So, they friendzoned you from having feeling towards them , acting like 'no hard feeling' *cehh speaking berhabuk* wait , I'll give you an example .
Nahh ! I bet you understand about what I'm talking about . I know that my english wasn't really well because I've lost my bestfriend who is really expert in english. I'm so hungry and wait where did I'd stopped just now? Okay , and now what must I say about feeling? If you liked or loved someone, tell them before they leave. Wait , me? Hm I don't have any feeling now * cehh belagak kejap* and wait Mr. Masculine asked about my boyfriend and I just said it many because he asked about boyfriend , not a special boyfriend , then , he accused me as a playgirl , omaigad I didn't heard that word since years . I was upset that someone called me like that . But I'm just kidding with him about that and he take it serious , hm HE IS NOT MY TASTE although he's actually handsome but not too handsome . I like a person who's comfortable with my joke. Um like " I was joking ! Please don't take it serious and just laugh if you don't have any idea " . um someone told me that I should post like a 19 girl's post but I've tried and this is my an immature post . I think so .
However , I just want people in my life be happy with their life and life partner. I don't want to put high hopes on anyone because I know when there is "orang kata jodoh tak kemana kan?" So , I just pray for those people who I loved , I'm not praying that they will be mine , but I'm praying for their health and happiness cause my happiness (mom and dad) have been taken away and it was really far . I just wish that I could make people around me become happy . Thank you for coming in my life dear siblings , kak bek , friends (qyla , yana , busa , fatin , hanem) , roomates , classmates , protege family , mpp family , dear exes , karipap and of course mee kari 😂 when I see people that I loved be happy , I would be happy too . Insya Allah happiness will be mine soon .Amin ☺️
I dont know how to name this post